I have often posted, in the past, of things which happened, my opinions, my beliefs, etc. Now I want to blog my thoughts with a new perspective. I have never posted anything which I did not believe was true, at least at that time. For the coming year I want to have a little different approach. I will post mostly what I believe but also what I feel I am directed to post from a higher authority.
This will be a post which might not be provable or believable by most , but which is my inner belief. I have decided to do this because such magical things continue to happen to me.
My fantasy's keep coming true, one by one.
My faith in God which has always been strong is becoming more and more heartfelt. Everywhere I go, what ever I do, if I remember to ask him to take control, only the best outcomes occur. I am not discussing things, I am talking about situations, circumstances, occurrences, etc. I keep saying over and over how much I am blessed.
I have noted many people say this as a catch phrase. They say it when I say it. They say it like they would hope to believe it. even though all their talk and actions deny it. They say it with a hope they could truly feel blessed just by saying it. Of late when I say I am blessed or "Thank You, I feel so blessed", a strange feeling occurs inside me. I feel lighter and a warmth pervades my being. I feel blessed from the inside out and it may have nothing to do with what is right in front of me. It is a different form of reality.
I so wish everyone of my friends and family could share in this kind of blessing. Especially all the good people I know who try in vain to seek earthly satisfaction, and pray it will be God granted. I feel sometimes this can be why some folks are so dogmatic in their view of their religion and Christ Consciousness. They are so afraid to deviate from their rituals and what ceremony or occurrence brought them to God. Some believe if they let their God given reason sort through various other religions or religious beliefs, that they will somehow be corrupted and will be unable to get back their original feeling of conversion or being "Born Again". Somehow they feel their God or Jesus is so vindictive that if they even heard or entertained another thought or belief they would lose their presumed Grace and be damned forever. They hang so tightly to their brand of religion or dogma or ritual that they become bound in superstition and True Glory continues to be denied them even as they protest how happy and fulfilled their religion is for them. They answer Alter calls again and again and demand to know the time and day and year you too, were Born Again. I may address this again in more depth at a later time but suffice to know that from my childhood, alone, looking at the night sky, on my back, pondering infinity, eternity, and indivisible, I have been walking with God. This walk has continued throughout my life and has taken many turns and fancies. I have taken my God given reason and let it explore many dark and dangerous places. I have also explored the light and fanciful places and ever my Lord has walked along with me. Sometimes leading, sometimes following behind as I explore, but mainly remaining by my side (and inside), and he has ever protected me from evil and dark influences.
Now I am learning it is my call to pass onto others what my travels with destiny have led me to discover. " Yes, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil: you are with me: your rod and your staff comfort me "
And so a New Year begins with my Savior by my side and inside, as always.