I'm not sure how to title this yet as I don't know what it is about. I sit here as the sound and the muse enter my consciousness. It is an altered state as I am here but not here. Everywhere I hear other sounds like the keys clicking and the heater motor whirring but the sound in my head overrides all else. I experience dry mouth so go for more coffee all the while my sound is with me. I know what most of you must think. Tinnitus. Srini experienced tinnitus several years back and it was found he had a blockage in his inner ear channel. It almost drove him crazy until he went to physical therapy and in one session it was gone. I would be very unhappy if my sound disappeared. It grounds me in everything I do. Dizzy Gillespie said once that on drugs he could hear the space between the notes. That is what this is like. The sound beneath all sounds. The continuous ground which lies beneath everything.
Being is that ground. I AM that I AM. Nothing can exist without the ground or Being, but everything exists within it. Contrast every thing with no thing. All things come into and then pass from existence. No thing can nor can not exist because it is NO THING. Existence presupposes thingness. Non existence is just a metaphor involving that which cannot be imagined. One cannot imagine nothingness. Space/time/universe, existence is always filled with some thing. That thing can perhaps be imagined as a vacuum or a void or a blank space or antimatter. Each of these participates in thingness. Not, no thing ness. Nothing can be conceived as outside the whole of existence. We can talk in the abstract about WHAT IS NOT. If we try to deny existence in any form we are left with SOME THING beyond infinity or eternity but we always hold in our imagination some thing, that is the WHAT. So we are left with what is and what is not. Notness trys to deny existence, but since it is not, it can not.
This is all so clear to me and my muse but I am aware that is can be confusing or even absurd to my audience. All I can say is Everything IS, and Nothing is Not. There is nothing outside the Whole or Being, or God. All things are contained within the Whole and it is inconceivable that they are Not. How do I know this. The only way one knows is to know. Many people believe that they know but when you really know there is an internal realization that yes, this is not a belief or something some wise man said. It is knowledge itself , recognized.
I owe my tortured journey to three individuals, Plato, Spinoza and Harvey Burstein, (teacher of philosophy at Queens college. I owe my understanding to my ground of my being who let me know.